april through may...

A lot has happened within two months. I figured snapshots of our life would be easiest to start out with and end with some recent thoughts :)

Easter 

{Weekend Celebration:} 

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{BYU Easter Egg Hunt = Crazy}

{Easter Sunday} 

{uncle grants}

Park Time With a Cute Babe

{Family Favorites:}

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{Loves playing with dad} 

{Believe it or not she does sit
down for a quick second break}

{She saw ducks in the water
and wanted to see them but
cried every time they got
close to us. It was quite
hilarious.} 

Recent Thoughts

{Laa Dee Daa:}

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Our home has been somewhat out of place as of late. About a month ago Ry was always gone at the library after working studying for the GMAT until he took the test. Now he is preparing for his work Summit in Park City. He has recently had a higher work load with some changes that have happened in the office. Me and the babe don't get to see him until about bedtime. It is hard but

I AM VERY PROUD OF HIM. 

He has been pushing himself a lot lately. It wasn't the easiest adjustment, almost feels like college again with never seeing each other but with a kid in the mix this time. I have always loved his work ethic. Hours are long but he loves what he does. The most I can do is support him and do my best to make things simple and relaxing at home. The best part is how happy Blaire is when he gets home. The time they get to spend together is so precious and I am thankful that Ryan knows that. All this time he spends doing what he loves in all aspects of his live will be worth it one way or another. Only 3 more weeks of this craziness!

US GIRLS LUCKED OUT WITH RYBEN3. 

I am also lucky for him to be a father to our 2nd babe! 

Baby boy B is growing and moving around like crazy! It is actually my favorite part of pregnancy. :) I forgot how much I amazed by it. He is sitting fairly lower than Blaire did so I am cramping a lot more this time around.

I am 30/31 weeks, don't really crave anything haha not that exciting. I am still nauseous here and there. Typical. I don't have GD (that test really isn't that bad, tastes like gatorade) but I am very anemic this time around. I notice it too because I am really really tired and my bruises don't go away (I am the biggest klutz every in the world especially as a pregnant gal). I pulled some stomach muscles and my ribs on both sides are out of place constantly. This is one thing I don't like, but comes with the package in my case. 

HOWEVER,

ribs out of place or not, I am very thankful to have this experience again. Some days are better than others but to be blessed with the ability to carry my own children is something I don't take for granted. It could all be over any second too, every moment counts! :) 

{And no we do not have a name yet. And no, we are not naming him Braun after Lebron James. Regardless of what my adorable husband thinks. So far we agree on Brooks but don't really want to do a theme thing like 'B' names for our kiddos. Who knows, it changes everyday with what we like. Technically we have nothing as of now.} 

Anyways, in the next couple weeks I will be visiting family and having little adventures here and there. I will have more to write about. Stay tuned friends! 

Much Love,

JPB

{ps: Ryan and I are obsessed with Scandal. What the addicting} 

vices...idaho...conference

My Vice

{What the randomness:}

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Confession time, I totally gave in and started watching Vampire Diaries.

What in the world did I do to myself. I always said I would never cave-in because it just seemed corny and lame. Oh, and it is, but of course I can't resist. 

Team Damon?

Team Stefan?

Now I know the struggle every teen/adult woman has. Probably some men too, but anyways I am not a hater anymore. So thank you Netflix is what I really should say.

AND...

Ryan has been wanting to watch Scandal forever, so we started that too. It's not to bad haha. Oh late night TV what would we do without you. Definitely a VICE. 

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Idaho

{Always be Idahome to me:}

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Ryan suggested going to Idaho for this past weekend, and it worked out because his sister Karly was graduating from BYU-Idaho. Everyone had dinner together at Pizza Pie Cafe {aka: craigo's} and then we headed to 'the burg'. We couldn't have been more excited for her! She worked really hard for her degree and totally deserves it, the graduation was a little different haha but it was awesome seeing her accomplish her goal :). 

On a side note, it was somewhat fun going back to Rexburg and having all those memories flooding back in. The good ones haha. But I do take pride in going there regardless of what many say. BYU-I for life yo. 

Anyways, the rest of the weekend we just hung around. Ryan played some golf, we had dinner at the park, then went to movie, and had some yummy ice cream after! 

{We saw Draft Day, it was entertaining! We liked it, not the best movie ever but it was a fun one to watch.} 

It was nice to see people I haven't seen in awhile, to catch-up on their life. Also sad because there is always so much I want to do but I never have enough time to make my to do list complete. 

BUT Idaho, don't you worry, we will be back! 

{some leavitts and bennions, and a peck?} 

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Conference

{Ending on a lighter note:}

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General Conference is honestly a great way for anyone, members of the LDS faith or not, to find a new light in their life. A fresh start in a sense. There were many questions I prepared myself with and I did find the answers. The Lord does work in mysterious ways and I love IT! 

{traditional homemade
cinnamon rolls}

{Picture of Kent's doppleganger} 

{BQ taking notes with us}

I am going to share 3 things that stood out to me most, you may have heard these ideas or not, but that is what is great about these 'mysterious ways'. We may have the same question but hear our answers in a different way.

1. Richard G. Scott "I have Given You an Example"

Elder Scott said a sense of this: 

"If you focus on the most basic principles, you will gain a better understanding of what the Lord needs from you" 

We get so caught up in the world, the fast pace it moves, we can forget to stop and realize what our priorities should be. It was just a simple reminder for me that the finding the light of Christ in your life is simple and a very easy task to take part in. 

2. Robert D. Hales "If Ye Love Me, Keep My Commandments"

Elder Hales, like many others, talked about obedience. He acknowledged 3 types of obedience:

Natural Man's Obedience

{rejecting God's law for our own desires/popularity}

Selective Obedience

{picking and choosing whichever commandments we want to follow}

Mature Obedience

{the Saviors obedience, willingly obeying Him} 

At times I think we can fall under each one of these categories, I know I am not innocent. However, being a disciple of Christ requires learning mature obedience or we cannot become that disciple. 

3. Dieter F. Uchtdorfs "Grateful in Any Circumstances"

 There is always a need to be thankful, especially in our current circumstances. 

Elder Uchtdorf talked about how we need to be thankful in the now and not to worry about our endings for we only have 

"everlasting beginnings". For me, I can find myself thinking of the future and what kind of mother I will be, wife, the home we will have, mainly possible FUTURE blessings. BUT I have so much to be thankful for in our humble apartment, little Blaire and our future little boy, Ryan and his dedication to work hard and get into grad school, and much more. Our life is a simple one but there is great happiness if I let it. 

{testimony}

I am thankful for a Savior who loves me, faults and all. His Atonement is the one sure thing in this life I can always count on. I know without my testimony and the knowledge I have gained so far about the gospel, I would not be the person I am today. I am thankful for my weaknesses that bring me closer to Christ. It helps me understand the unconditional love He and our Father in Heaven truly has for us. 

Thomas S. Monson is true Prophet of the Lord and speaks on His behalf. The Book of Mormon testifies of Christ and helps me learn how to become a true disciple. I am thankful for the temples and the beauty they bring inside and out for my family here and on the other side of the veil. I know that I am loved and that I can become a better person because I know Christ. In the Name of Jesus Christ, Amen. 

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Much Love,

JPB

ps. don't forget it is EASTER this weekend. AND that

Anything is possible #BecauseofHim